Heya folks!

Well...update? I have been too tired to touch a pencil for months and had no time with my last job, now i got made redundant and I am too worried I can't draw anything halfway decent any more. XD Need to overcome that! Want to draw!

Went to an interview yesterday...I really wanted the job, but it feels like they already had made up their mind before I even entered the room. *sigh* Bitter...will get the phone call for acception or rejection today....have your thumbs prepared next to the tissue box. And I got up at 6am to revise and learn more stuff...I needed none of it in the interview...Felt worse and worse afterwards. Still got a bit of hope left...I really hope I am wrong and I got it. It was a fantastic Ecology position with work on reptiles, dormice and everything. I hate waiting right now...

Ah, and I might or might not be eligible for a PhD I really like, 'cause I am foreign to the Uk...and having stayed here for 4years might not help. oO Still got my hopes on that one though. ^_^

Sometimes life sucks, really does. You pick a boat and boy are you happy and than it has a hole and you are stuck on the rescue vessel out in nowhere...only consolation are the peeps who are all here for me, handing me snacks and tea to cheer me on and keep me hoing. Thanks for that!!

Aehm...since I am rather frustrated right now I shall put more positive news in a new journal when the clouds clear today. ^^